The Kite

You fly me high
The way you flee, bluff
And tell me “bye”......
Our distance was a fun for you
Still, I tried hard to make you mine.
You thought, it’s only a thread to connect me to you
And left it...............
You know, I lost my life line.
Yes! I mean it............
Cried, screamed then got tired!!!
Distance that never make you heard.
You ignored the kite, falling from the height.
A bondless, aimless, whirling, stumbling, falling crashed paper made kite?
Or a black & white lonely dying life???
Don’t you run again to catch me?
I can see, my flying lines are still in your hand!!!

SHE IS NOT AN OPEN BOOK BUT CAN’T YOU READ HER SECRETS?

She says,

"You are Just my Good Friend!"

Her Eyes Say,

..."You are the Best friend, I ever had. You are mine. I Can't See You to be Anyone's else!"

She says,

"Go Away!"

Her Eyes Say,

"Wherever you go, Take Me with You. Be my Forever..."

She says,

"Don't Kiss Me!"

Her Eyes Say,

"No.. No... Please Don't Follow My Words!"

She says,

"Am feeling Insecure!"

Her Eyes say,

"Hold me tight in you Forever,,,,till the Eternity.Lock me in your Heart and just Throw the key deep in the Sea!"

She says,

"I will Kill You..."

Her Eyes say,

"I am going Out of my Own. Let me Die in you!!!"

She says,

"Stop Blabbering. I know I am not beautiful."

Her eyes Say,

"I am anxious to listen to you again, again and once again that I am only your angel...for all Reasons, For all Seasons; Whatever I am, It’s your ‘me’. Am beautiful cause’ you feel and say so. Just love to listen from you that you appreciate me, the way I am."

She says,

"Am feeling Shy!"

Her Eyes say,

"Just Plunder me from Myself !"

She says,

"Don't stare at me!"

Her Eyes say,

"I am All yours. Don't ever lose your Focus... PLEASE!!!"

She says,

"I am Confused!"

Her Eyes Say,

"I can't stop Loving You!"

That's The Feeling, The Expression she Can't ever Hide.
She seems Complicated to the World.
And She wants You to Read her Through!!

Oh my heart!

Crying my heart out while missing you.

& Living without any response from your side.

Became a day today activity.

But alas! Still I am not habituated with this Routine work!

Every time I miss you,

I feel like this is the tough most moment ever to live or to die.

& I promise myself that

This is gonna be the last time only I am crying.

& Again. I cry for the last time.

To live or to die my tough most moment ever!

I know that I am not strong enough to conquer your heart.

At least my heart is all mine.

So, it's only me to control it's useless activities.

Strange! Whenever I miss you.

I find me to be the most obedient slave of my own heart!

Living my life

Sometimes I go restless, soundless.
Living my numbered days.
While longing for another, life becomes a mess.
Do not need so much talking or blessing for long live.
But all I want is your acceptance for a day to breathe.
It is like the feeling when I already know that I am going to bleed blue.
No matter what, but still I am waiting in ecstasy.
I am waiting for you.
A mob of death or birth.
That never let us refuse the realism of earth.
For all wishes we all made in haze.
Ever needed our devotion, I gaze.
The mightier way, I have ever chosen.
You breathe safe in my heart.
I am on my way to obsolescence.